Happy Birthday to me!

Yup, it's my birthday! Another year older. Scary thinking I'm one year closer to the big three O. I don't feel my age. I feel like I'm still 25. :) I still get ID'd buying lottery, so that assures me that I still look very young! LOL..

Yesterday as I was laying in bed trying to fall asleep and thinking what I'm gonna do this year. The first thing that came across my mind was life and death. Have anyone ever think like I do? I'm scared of death. I'm sure everyone does. But do you think about it more often when you are getting older. I was calculating how much long till I get, and if I would live that long. I was telling myself what I want to do and accomplished as if I was turning 60 tomorrow. I was watching Oprah and there's this one woman who is in her 30s and has written her own obituary. How do you write all this good things about yourself? I couldn't think of one thing I've accomplished or something good that everyone sees in me if I was to write my own obituary. I feel like I'm having my mid-life crisis in search of my own identity.

Ok.. enough of that life thingy.. giving myself goosebumps. It's my birthday. Herb got me a strawberry grand marnier cake. The same one we got for our wedding. It's decorated with chocolate covered strawberries.. crazy delicious. We had hot pot at home with a couple of friends. On this day, I did something I've never done in my 29 years of life. I was corrupted today... as one of Herb's friend said.. do it while your still in your 20s. Guess what I did? hehe